From getting good grades in school to scoring well in boards.
From helping some positive thing to doing any deed which was worth getting appreciated.
There used to be a small or big reward everytime.
In teen years too, when individuality develops, we get appreciated, rewarded for turning into responsible people.
& so is the common pattern.
We may not always win jackpots as rewards, but small/big token rewards in the form of happiness, satisfaction or even some materialistic surprises, do find ways to the fine deeds that we practice. & it makes us feel good. This does not mean that people always do things in anticipation of rewards only...I'm mentioning the general human pattern.
At every stage we get rewarded as a form of encouragement.
Be it at any place.
Sometimes I wonder if God believes in it too?
He is constantly testing us..& sometimes those exams become so cumbersome that one feels that it is better to give up & fail rather than keep the attempt on to complete it.
But, he does not even accept that. You have to sit thro' those phases of the so called exams for the designated time he has decided upon; attempting to work on every question he's thrown at you.
Bading the time for every question you wish to pass, every effort that you wish it succeeds, makes me on occasion think that God has pretty healthy sadistic tendencies.
Else, he definitely would not have made good people guinea pigs & have this twisted testing system in place.
This definitely does not encourage in any way.
I'm wondering over & over, has God also got corrupted in this corrupt world, has his plan also backfired from what he originally set out to do? So is he showing his displeasure this way? What does he wish? Is he also lost at times like most of us?
Does God also need a God now??
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